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  To all mothers,

  especially my cousin Patrice Morris and my late cousin Lizzie Brinkman Larson

  “My mother taught me to walk proud and tall as if the world was mine.”

  —Sophia Loren

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  Every book is a labor of love, and that caring and effort extend well beyond my own office walls. I have to thank the loving, smart, absolutely fun family at St. Martin’s Press for always believing in me, especially my brilliant editor Jennifer Enderlin. I’m also tremendously grateful to Annelise Robey and the Jane Rotrosen Agency for their unflagging support. I’d like to hug every writer friend of mine—the old and the new, the beginners and the experts—and tell them that they’ve kept me going through thick and thin. We are a community bonded beyond measure in a way that only we understand. But we’re so willing to share our knowledge, aren’t we? And we’re always ready to lift each other up, including those storytellers among us who haven’t dared put pen to paper yet. We get you, so join a writers’ group. Meet other writers! We all started from the beginning, with an empty page. I highly recommend joining Romance Writers of America, an organization I’m proud to belong to (rwa.org). Finally, I’d like to thank my family, all of whom have given so much of themselves to help me reach my dreams. I can never repay any of you for your selflessness, but know that I love you to the moon and back times infinity.

  CONTENTS

  Title Page

  Copyright Notice

  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Teaser

  Also by Kieran Kramer

  Praise for Kieran Kramer’s Novels

  About the Author

  Copyright

  CHAPTER ONE

  Lacey Clark was one of those GRITS women—a Girl Raised In The South—and knew all about Scarlett O’Hara and Tara and how to hang on during rough times. Out in LA she thought she’d escaped a bottom-of-the-barrel existence, but now she was right back where she started, home again—the same way she’d left it, too, with only a few dollars in her pocket.

  Still, she did have Henry, her five-year-old son.

  In his tiny cubby of a room, she dutifully got him into bed and tucked him in tight with a threadbare quilt, her heart squeezing with a love so strong she knew she could take whatever craziness life threw at her because she had something bigger and better—the love of this little man. His hand curled in hers, and his lips, puffy and dry from keeping the car window down for three thousand miles, curved like a slice of watermelon, sweet and pink.

  “Tell me a story, Mama.” Henry’s husky boy voice sounded like snakes and snails and puppy dog tails—along with jellyfish and horseshoe crab carcasses, his new favorite things.

  The rain came down something fierce, but the weatherman said it’d all clear out by morning, which was a good thing. Lacey had a life to build from scratch. “How about the story of the brave little boy who crossed the country in an old ambulance and survived on white powdered doughnuts and hot dogs?”

  “Hey!” Henry grinned. “That’s me!”

  “Yeah, well”—she smoothed his hair back—“you’d think it was you. But this boy was named Frank. And he was a secret spy.”

  “He was?”

  “Uh-huh.” She wished she’d had spy skills in LA. She’d never have allowed herself to get caught up in the privileged life she’d lived the past five years. She should have known it was all a mirage, a silly game she’d been playing, too good to be true. What kind of mother let her life implode like that?

  Never again.

  “Where’s our house, Mama?” Henry’s clear brown eyes were worried. “You said we can’t stay here very long. I wish we could.”

  “Home is wherever you and me are together, right?” She smiled at her boy. It was a miracle how her young, naive self had also apparently contained a deep well of wisdom that had guided her to the best decision of her life: to adopt the infant son of her first Hollywood boyfriend, a wannabe actor who’d cheated on her with a seventeen-year-old aspiring actress and become a father as a result.

  But Henry still looked troubled.

  “We’ll have six weeks of fun here,” she said, “but after that, we need to move on.”

  Here was Indigo Beach, South Carolina, in the ultimate of cool rentals, a lighthouse. Lacey’s name wasn’t on the lease. Nope, Callum, her most recent actor ex-boyfriend, had signed off on it. But she and Henry were staying anyway.

  Hell, yes, they were staying. Callum—the loser—was madly in love with her former boss Monique, the up-and-coming French actress who’d hired Lacey as her personal assistant. Both of them had roles in the movie being filmed on Indigo, but they’d followed their selfish Hollywood hearts and run off together to Italy instead, to a bigger and better movie, leaving their lawyers and agents to handle the fallout at work and Lacey to kick herself for being an extremely slow learner when it came to getting romantically involved with actors.

  It wasn’t her fault that Callum’s agent—a twice-divorced woman—had pitied her, handed over the key to the lighthouse, and told her to “have the vacay of a lifetime.”

  But being here wasn’t about escape for her. She didn’t want to think of all she’d have to accomplish in six weeks: get a temporary job and make some money, enough to go somewhere less expensive where she and Henry could start over being—she had to face it—rootless again.

  “I want to stay in this town,” Henry said. “I like it.”

  “You’ve only seen the gas station.” She chuckled.

  Above the rain, she heard a car door slam shut.

  “What was that?” Henry’s brow creased, the same way it had when she’d first held him at the hospital, and he’d looked up at her with those dark brown infant eyes, a lost boy—a boy who had neither father nor mother who wanted him. I want you, she’d thought, shocking herself with the realization that she’d found her first starring role, and it was a doozie. “I thought no one was coming here for a while,” he added, his voice scraping like a plastic kid’s shovel over sand, his nighttime voice.

  Lacey stood. “It’s probably the pizza man delivering to the wrong address,” she said smoothly, but no one came out this way and in this kind of weather unless they had a reason. Her heart pounded like the dance floor at a honky-tonk on a Saturday night. “Don’t you worry a thing. Just close your eyes and I’ll take care of this.” She leaned down and blew out the candle in front of the solita
ry window. “’Night. I promise I’ll finish Frank’s story tomorrow.”

  “Yeah.” Henry’s eyelids drooped. “’Night, Mama.”

  She shut the door, walked briskly through her own connecting bedroom, then raced down the spiral stairs, glad for the loud downpour and her bare feet. Dear God, let him sleep and dream, lulled by the rain. The sea.

  At the bottom of the stairs, a cozy brass lantern lamp on the kitchen counter glowed yellow behind its old paper shade. She strode past the plank table and heard a grunt, a clattering of metal against metal. Visions of ax murderers made her turn back and grab the flashlight lying on the counter. A second later she was at the thick wooden arched door. No window, no peephole. On the other side was a small portico, but it wouldn’t provide much cover for whoever stood out there.

  She felt very much like the Cowardly Lion until she thought of Henry. And then she was Dirty Harry and Indiana Jones, all rolled into one. “Who’s there?” she called coolly.

  “Can you give me a hand with this door?” a man shouted above the torrent.

  The keyhole rattled, but the door stayed shut.

  She knew that voice. She did. And she wasn’t scared of it. Annoyed, yes. But …

  How did she know that voice?

  Adrenaline made her throat tight. “You’re at the wrong place,” she called. “This is a private residence.”

  “Yeah, I know. Hurry it up, please. The rain’s coming down sideways, and this Louis Vuitton bag ain’t cheap.”

  He said ain’t with all the insouciance of a true Southern male. Whether gentleman or redneck, they knew a guy’s worth had nothing to do with his grammar, how much money he had in the bank, or what his ancestors’ names were. It was about how well he could hold a rifle, drink his bourbon, and tell a good story.

  Her guard went up another notch. “I’m sorry you’re miserable, but I’m not letting you in. Only a fool would open the door to a stranger these days.”

  Especially when you’re a woman alone with a precious child upstairs.

  She held the flashlight tightly. If he stormed the door, she’d clonk him on the head with it if she had to.

  “You think a psycho killer would bother having this conversation? If you’re the Molly Maid people, you’re going to regret leaving me out here. I’ll be tracking in sand and—”

  “I’m not the cleaning service.” Her heart hammered against her ribs. “I’m telling you again, sir. I’m not letting you in. I’m about to call the police. So you’d better skedaddle.”

  “Skedaddle, my ass!” He gave a good thunk on the door. “But hey, what’s a little more water? And a little more humiliation? I’ve endured plenty the last couple of days. Oh, yes, indeedy.”

  She was the one with the sob story, so she wasn’t going to feel sorry for him. But somehow she did. All Southern men could hold TED talks about how to charm the ladies.

  Don’t go soft on him.

  “You should get back in your car,” she said. “I don’t care how wet you and your luggage are. When are you men gonna take responsibility for your own choices? I’m so sick of y’all expecting women to be your mothers. Honestly.”

  She was breathing a little hard, and her accent was coming back thicker than a Dagwood sandwich.

  “Don’t take your man woes out on me, girlfriend. And you can keep my mother out of this discussion, if you don’t mind.” There was a flash of lightning and an almost instantaneous clap of thunder. “Now, open the damned door.”

  She swallowed hard and ignored her wobbly knees. Lightning didn’t sit well with her. Neither did being responsible for a man getting fried on her doorstep. But she wouldn’t panic. She couldn’t afford to.

  “Your key”—she said in her best no-nonsense voice—“doesn’t work because you’re at the wrong place. I have the lease here.” It was a lie, but she was the double-crossed former employee and ex-girlfriend with no place to go. That had to count for something.

  “That’s it,” the stranger said. “I’m calling Callum.”

  Lacey’s eyes widened. “You know Callum?”

  “Of course I know him. Why else would I be here? You know him?”

  “Yes, but—” Callum lived on the West Coast. A local wouldn’t know him. Unless—shoot. Unless he was somehow involved with the movie. Lacey’s heart sank. She was hoping to steer clear of the movie and all the hoopla associated with it.

  “Lady?”

  “Yes?” She bit her thumbnail, wondering what he would say next to coax her to open the door.

  “I’m telling you now.” The man’s tone was softer now, a little menacing. “I’m not going to drive to that crappy Beach Bum Inn and deal with this tomorrow. I have to get to work early in the morning, and I need my sleep. Callum said no one was here and to make myself at home. I intend to do that. With or without your permission. And with or without the proper key.”

  Lacey drew a breath. “I’m going to let you in,” she said slowly. “But only for a minute.”

  “About damned time.”

  With shaking hands—but ready to do battle—she opened the door. A huge crack of thunder split the air.

  “You’re in my lighthouse,” he said in toneless greeting and strode past her—whoosh—like a freight train without brakes heading downhill. He wore old jeans, Red Wing boots, and a brown quail jacket with the corduroy brim popped up, not for show, it appeared, but to keep off the rain. Beneath the coat was a ratty mustard brown sweater vest with braided leather buttons and underneath that, a faded red Henley open at the neck.

  He was about her age, with hard cheekbones and a distinctly pissed-off demeanor that intensified when he turned to look directly at her, water streaming off his high-crowned, wide-brimmed sable fedora.

  Her heart nearly stopped in her chest.

  It was Beau Wilder. The Beau Wilder. Box-office superstar. He’d worked his way up through coming-of-age comedies and slasher flicks to gladiator dramas, legal thrillers, and action-adventures. Hollywood wasn’t putting out many romantic comedies these days, but when they did, he was their go-to leading man.

  “Holy bejeezus.” Even as a Hollywood insider of sorts, she was gobsmacked.

  “Uh-huh, I know,” he said dismissively.

  He hadn’t shaved for days—typical behavior for your average macho male celebrity—but he was Ralph Lauren handsome, too, tall and broad-shouldered. A man’s man, for sure, but distinguished—elegant, even—in the way that a sweaty, mud-laden horse with highly muscled flanks is when it wins the Kentucky Derby.

  Shock—and, she had to admit it, awe—were quickly replaced by indignation. His eyes were bloodshot, and he reeked of alcohol. “I’ve got some bad news for you, Mr. Wilder.” Her voice shook just a little, but he was only a man—and an actor at that. “This isn’t your lighthouse.”

  “For the next two months it is,” he shot back and dropped his bag with a thunk, managing to avoid the puddle forming at his feet. “I traded Callum four front-row seats to a Lakers game to get this place. That’s a business transaction. I have rights.”

  “You don’t really expect me to buy that.” She laced her right arm over her left. “You’re in a lighthouse. Not a courthouse. I’m not your perp, and you’re drunk.”

  She shifted on her feet, nervous again because suddenly he exuded unholy joy, his eyes glowing the same green golden-brown as the tips of marsh grass caught in a beam of sunlight.

  “Well, I’ll be,” he said. “You’re the hot tamale who starred in Biker Aliens.”

  Released online-only, five years ago. It had gone viral, too, but in a bad way. Which was why Lacey was no longer a natural blonde. She tossed her head. “Don’t get sexist with me, Mr. Stud Muffin.”

  “Oh, for crying out loud. It was a compliment.” He lofted a very suggestive brow. “Greta.”

  He might be a pain in her backside right now, but, Lord, he drew the eye. And he’d seen her movie. She couldn’t believe it! Her whole body responded to the new energy he put out—at her expense, yes,
but she’d always liked bad people. Really bad people. Not pretend ones who rebelled because they needed attention but people who bucked the system because they were too smart to stay bored—too selfish to sacrifice fun.

  Like her.

  But she was done. Done with bad people and the excitement they brought into her life. For Henry’s sake, she was willing to learn bored. There had to be something to it.

  “You look like I Love Lucy now,” he said. “But you’re still Greta Gildensturm. You can’t hide those eyes, or that—that—”

  Despite her warnings, he gazed at her as if she were Cool Whip and he was the spoon—which, considering the source, she knew she should find flattering. But she was over all that malarkey and over all the men who did it, even one-in-a-billion men like Mr. Beau Hot Stuff Wilder. And because he must have valued his life, he didn’t finish the sentence.

  “Her name was Lucy Ricardo, not I Love Lucy.” She made a duh face. “That was the name of the show.” And she refused to acknowledge her character’s name in Biker Aliens. She’d refuse to her dying day. She’d refuse even after death, if that were possible. She’d come and haunt anyone who tried to put her and Greta Gildensturm together.

  “She’ll always be I Love Lucy to me.” He was smug. Still a little drunk. But damned cute. And bad clear through.

  Oh, God. The worst kind of man.

  And the best kind of movie star.

  She crossed her arms over her ample breasts, which she’d declined to have reduced. Her back didn’t hurt. So why should she? Was it her fault that God made her that way? And she was scared of doctors and knives and, oh, anything that had to do with medicine, including Band-Aids and Luden’s cherry cough drops, which she’d choked on once when she was five.

  So it would be a cold day in hell when she got a breast reduction.

  “Let me get this straight,” she said. “If you meet someone who looks like Theodore Cleaver, you’re gonna say, you look like Leave It to Beaver? Does that make sense?”

  He didn’t seem to be listening. “And you were just in the news. You were a brunette when you did it, but you spilled a whole pitcher of margaritas over Callum’s head at a West Hollywood restaurant with Monique Bonnay sitting right next to him. Don’t tell me you wanted to break up those two lovebirds. They deserve each other.” He lifted a wet cigar to his mouth and clamped down on it, grinning. “Yep, Biker Aliens and Greta Gildensturm both trended on Twitter that day.”